Friends
I love my friends. And I have so much to say about all my friends. But I’m not going to list them off one by one and say what I love about them. Let’s begin. So the post is for all my friends, no matter how long I’ve know them or how close I am with them. I like to think I treat my friends equally, I hope I do. I would never want any of my friends to feel as though they’re not as important as one of my other friends. Or I treat them differently compared to my other friends. Ok so the inspiration behind this topic is kinda ironic. I think, I’m really bad with literary devices. The irony would be a post about how I’m writing a post about how I appreciate my friends, a lot, but the reason why I thought of it was because I lost a friend recently. I was friends with her for six years. She was on of my best friends. And I don’t know how our friendship “officially” ended. But one thing that will always remind me of her are zodiac signs. We used to look up zodiac sign accounts on instagram and just read them back and forth to each other what our sign is supposedly like or would do in a certain situation. I know that I’ll always think of her when looking at zodiac signs. Anyways, I am such a lucky girl to have such wonderful friends. I know there are some people in the world that struggle with having friends. And I feel deeply sorry for those people, but I cant help but gush over my amazing friends. I have friends I’ve known since preschool and friends I’ve known since a month ago. I have some friends I talk to all the time and some friends I barely talk to. And I have some friends that i connect with so well and some friends I have only one thing in common with. But, a friend is a friend. Whether that’s a friend, good friend, or best friend. They’ve all spent time with me one way or another. And I love them for that. You want to know what else I love? All my friends. I think I already said that before. My friends. WOW. I am so happy with my friends. My friends make me happy. My friends are my happiness. Now I think that’s right. My friends are my happiness. Whenever I’m with my friends, I think I have trouble being unhappy. My friends bring me that much joy. Oh I go through this stage though, with all my friends. It’s like whenever I make a new friend, I get hecka clingy. They’re like a new toy and I just want to be around them all the time and know what they’re like. But after, I get really distant. And I semi-hate them, only for a little bit. And then I go normal. Normal being not hating them and not being obsessed with them. But just being their friend. And it’s happened with each and every one of my friends, so if you think I’ve never been through this phase with you, think again. But this isn’t a bad thing. I mean it hasn’t happened to some people I’ve met but that’s because we’re just friendly acquaintances, not necessarily friends. Anywho, one of my favorite things about having friends is just being able to talk to them. About anything really. I trust all my friends enough not to judge me. And if they do then boohoo. I also hope my friends can trust me enough not to judge them for whatever they have to tell me. I really like deep meaningful talks with friends. Hey if you’re my friend and you’re reading this, talk to me about whatever. Oh but please don’t text me about it. Call me or meet with me in person. I once tried doing this one thing. Everyday I would, at random or someone that stood out to me on that certain day, choose a friend to text. I would text them a message about how I appreciate them as a friend. That lasted for a good four days. But I enjoyed it. My goal wasn’t to make their day. Though I do like knowing when I made someone’s day better. My goal was to make the person I was texting know how much of a wonderful friend they are. I want all my friends to know how wonderful they are. They’re all unique and I want to tell them all individually why they’re such an amazing friend. This will be all for my first post about friends. I didn’t want it to be extremely long but I didn’t want it to be very short as well so I hope this is a good medium. Thank you for reading and have a wonderful day.