Back from the dead! Ciao bellas! This post serves nothing more than a personal reminder and promise to start blogging again in the new year. As infrequently, unconventionally, and as ambiguously as I so desire. I currently journal in a physical journal, and I still want to do that, but I find virtual records of my thoughts to be equally as beneficial for my mental… andddddddd this is insanely more accessible whenever I’m out of the house. I often find when I want to journal the most I am away from my journal. I think 3 people are subscribed to this wordpress? and I cant even tell you if those emails are active. Anyways, my target audience is myself. Journaling, in any form, slows me down and allows me to think for once instead of avoiding everything.

Anyways, this shall serve as my extended twitter, I love that app. Actually, if memory serves me right, I had my burner twitter before this wordpress. I’d have to double check but right now I just feel like spewing my thoughts so not pressing enough for me to do my due diligence on this matter. My burner twitter, though, is in retirement, and only comes out of hiding every several months – I have to be really upset for her to be recommissioned. It is my best kept secret. No one, still, even to this day! After 7 years no one has been able to find it, mwahahaha. Or if they have they haven’t said anything.

I’m excited to share some of my more personal thoughts on here. Some of my personal achievements that I’ve made, some of my happier recent memories, and some of the feelings that I have a hard time opening up to friends about. I have no issue telling my friends anything, but a lot of times I’ll omit information or things happening in my life because I have a hard time believing my friends would be interested in the things I have to say. I will have to make a post on my relationship with friends soon because, as most things, its quite complicated. However, I have spoken to FEW friends about this and seems like it might just be a gen z thing – not too sure. But! I wish to write about it to hopefully reflect in the next 4/5 years and see what progress I’ve made (hopefully all forward and none backwards!).

Hmmm, I’m deciding this will be it for my little blog post. To future me, and maybe those 1 or 2 that will get this email notification, I will be back sooner than before. I hope to return with stories that bring a smile to my face, maybe another black out or two that I’m horrifyingly embarrassed about in the moment but will laugh at in a few years, hopefully a slowburn romance, or maybe I’ll reminisce on a love that could never be, I might even have grief to share as the time passes. I will come back to share about where I am next in the world of engineering, or if I had a change of heart and completely switched paths, at the very least I’ll write about a cool project I had the opportunity to work on. And finally, I’ll be back with some random long thought that should probably stay in my physical journal, away from peering eyes, but find myself unable to wait until I am at my house and just HAVE to get my thoughts out – or maybe I’ll revive my burner twitter again and tweet there for no one to see.

Who knows! Till then. Also, Diana, I’m very proud of you. You have so much left in this life to accomplish – and I hope turning 23 wasn’t as bleak and threatening as you currently see it.

Much love,

Diana